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Buried

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Dear Lord

Dear Lord,

You know this person so much better than I do. You know her sickness and the burden she carries. You also know her heart. Lord, I ask you to be with this person now as you work in her life. Lord, let your will be done in this persons life. If there is a sin that needs to be confessed and forgiven, please help her to see her need and confess.

Lord, I pray for this person just as your Word tells me to pray, for healing. I believe you hear this earnest prayer from my heart and that it is powerful because of your promise. I have faith in you, Lord, to heal this person, but I also trust in the plan you have for her life.

Lord, I don't always understand your ways. I don't know why this person has to suffer, but I trust you. I ask that you look with mercy and grace toward this person. Nourish her spirit and soul in this time of suffering and comfort her with your presence.

Lord, you probably know this prayer is for me already. Let me know you are there with me through this difficulty. Give me strength. And may you, through this difficulty, be glorified in my life. 

Amen.





Lovely Death

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Breath

Breath



From the time of first breath, a miracle was performed. And each moment the miracle heightened as the breath was shared with others. Have faith in the cause because look at the effects that have been created. Just being you has impacted all that is surrounding you. Don’t just trust the appearances but trust all that lies within it and further, use your gift of choice.

From the earliest age, we’ve learned to trust our movements because it was already in us to move, to breathe, to connect and to just be. The miracle of breath is our ability to look within our being and trust our creation of new possibilities. We don’t just earn our wings, we’ve always had them.

The miracle within our breath is our feelings, our physcial self, our spiritual being and our mental awareness. The wisdom gained is understanding the predicaments and sentiments that arise are not unfounded or unnecessary. They are our creation. It’s the mere miracle of breath that can guide us towards the creation of new possibilities and to our gift of choice. The miracle occurs with or without our trust. But when we trust, we are more clear to seek the wisdom to create new possibilities that are helpful for our growth and to learn new movements that don’t hinder our choice to be.

The miracle is not what surrounds our being, it is the breath that moves it.

I'll Keep It Hidden

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Anger

Anger is a means for every individual to express the lack of alignment from within themselves. In your earth school you have learned that anger is not O.K., that anger is a means to exercise control over other living beings, and that anger is not accepted in the social conditioning of the world today. Anger is a feeling, which every human being has, and this anger, which comes forth, is simply the mind attempting to protect itself against all of the forces, which are attempting to change the unique human being today. These changes that are expected of you again come from the outside of ones self, rather than from the inside of ones being. It is through these changes that the human being is becoming more and more locked within the defines of the society, rather than being able to openly express themselves from the inside out. The expression of anger, is simple, it is an expression of anger, which is based on the social conditioning of the earth. When a human being cannot meet all of the demands, which are placed on them today, they in turn loose sight of who they are from the inside and the demands of the outside world take over.

Can anyone ever meet with all of the demands, rules, and stresses placed on them today?

How is it that we can deal with anger before it gets to the point of being harmful for not only the person who is expressing it, but also for those who are around it.

This took me a long time to understand, and it was difficult due to the fact I had no understanding of what Feelings were, and I was never taught that expressing feelings was a positive thing to do, so instead of expressing feelings as they arose, I always waited until they had piled up and they could then erupt like a volcano with one burst of anger! And to this day I still can not express my feelings, and it is taking me down more and more each day!

To You

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Numb

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My Disease

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My Death Angel

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Suicide

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Mothers cry

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AN OLD MEMORY

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When a friend is dying

When a Friend Is Dying

When a friend is dying,
then we begin to think
of life’s injustice when
the one we love has to 
be taken away from us. 

When a friend is dying,
then we begin to see
how fragile life is 
that at a wink of an eye
it disappears and dies. 

When a friend is dying,
then we begin to
collect memories 
of the time we’ve shared
and in our hearts we treasure. 

When a friend is dying,
then we begin to fetch
strength and hope
from the scriptures
of our own religion.

When a friend is dying,
we shed tears and find
comfort in the embrace
and presence of all those 
who with us also mourn. 
 




The pain within

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I hate myself

I Hate Myself

I stand in front of her
I rip apart everything she is in my mind
I dont dare say it out loud
We stare at eachother for what seems like forever
I never look away
I want her to see the hatred in my eyes

She's so disgusting
The way she stands
The way her hair lays limp on her shoulders
The way her body looks
Ugh! 
Look how fat she is
What a disgrace to this world
She should stop eating
And look at those scars
They are everywhere
What did she do...?
Try and cut her uglyness out?
How pathetic

My gaze falters
Along with hers
Tears scratch down her face
Her eyes puffy and red
She wipes the tears away quickly
As her hand falls to her side so does mine
i walk up to her and lean my forhead on hers
Cold glass meets with my skin
oh god...

i hate myself.


 

 

 

Enough

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My name

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Crazy

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Once more

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Previous Posts
Buried, posted March 6th, 2013
Dear Lord, posted March 6th, 2013
Lovely Death, posted February 10th, 2013
Breath, posted February 6th, 2013
I'll Keep It Hidden, posted January 25th, 2013
Anger, posted November 30th, 2012
To You, posted November 25th, 2012
Numb, posted October 19th, 2012
My Disease, posted October 15th, 2012
My Death Angel, posted October 15th, 2012
Suicide, posted September 18th, 2012
Mothers cry, posted September 1st, 2012
AN OLD MEMORY, posted August 21st, 2012
When a friend is dying, posted August 15th, 2012
The pain within, posted August 13th, 2012
I hate myself, posted August 7th, 2012
Enough, posted July 28th, 2012
My name, posted July 28th, 2012
Crazy, posted July 24th, 2012
Once more, posted July 24th, 2012
Fake me, posted July 16th, 2012
I give up, posted July 15th, 2012
Have You Ever Really Cared, posted June 24th, 2012
Screams, posted June 24th, 2012
Depression, posted June 19th, 2012
Dead Doll Eyes, posted June 18th, 2012
Hidden, posted June 17th, 2012
Rape Me Of My Innocence, posted June 13th, 2012
Thoughts, posted June 12th, 2012
Secret, posted June 7th, 2012
Journey, posted June 7th, 2012
Being A Child, posted June 6th, 2012
Portrait of truth, posted June 4th, 2012
Stop And Listen, posted May 27th, 2012
Gentle Hand, posted May 26th, 2012
Grandfathers Hand, posted May 26th, 2012
Confusion, posted May 26th, 2012
Day By Day, posted May 26th, 2012
Russian Roulette, posted May 25th, 2012
Silver Linings and Suicide, posted May 25th, 2012
Memory, posted May 24th, 2012
How I Feel, posted May 23rd, 2012
Scream, posted May 23rd, 2012
Like A Child, posted May 23rd, 2012
Prayer, posted May 23rd, 2012
Life, posted May 22nd, 2012
A Personal Perspective, posted May 22nd, 2012
I Hate Myself, posted May 21st, 2012
Deny The Grave, posted May 21st, 2012
My Heaven, My Hell, posted May 21st, 2012
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